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Kagefumi (22/29)
Title: Kagefumi
Author: Fabi & Dani (
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dani_mathoz)Translator:
br_arashi Thank you ♥Pairing: Ohmiya (main), Aiba x ? (mentioned)
Genre: Romance and Angst
Rating: NC-17
Summary: 'Two lonely and suffered hearts look in the shadows of an agitated city, the light that can free them from the darkness in which they live'
Disclaimer: I don't own them, sadly ;-;
Just a reminder, English is not our first language please be kind ♥
Just a reminder, English is not our first language please be kind ♥
CHAPTER 22
My burning white passion went astray on the wind and soared higher
I wonder if it will follow you to the distant place you are
If you wish it, I'll offer you myself
Entrust me with all the sadness that befalls you
So that we can welcome the spring, we hold each other close
If we melt away, we won't need anything
The snow is simply quiet As if it were similar to you
It flutters down to this shoulder and I smile gently
Because if I were to touch it with my hand, it would surely disappear
I'll leave it where it is and alone, close my eyes to feel you
We can't wish for eternity
But even so, you are the person dearest to me
My burning white passion went astray on the wind and soared higher
I wonder if it will follow you to the distant place you are
If you wish it, I'll offer you myself
Entrust me with all the sadness that befalls you
So that we can welcome the spring, we hold each other close
If we melt away, we won't need anything
The snow is simply quiet As if it were similar to you
It flutters down to this shoulder and I smile gently
Because if I were to touch it with my hand, it would surely disappear
I'll leave it where it is and alone, close my eyes to feel you
We can't wish for eternity
But even so, you are the person dearest to me
Dear Snow
Ohno Satoshi breathed deep before entering the abandoned warehouse. His mind was advising him to comply with the orders and wait, but his restless heart was telling him something was wrong. He decided to follow his sixth sense and, ignoring the captain’s order, he entered the building, cautiously.
Although the sun was still shining outside, where he was — a place that might have been used as a materials deposit — an uncomfortable darkness overwhelmed him. Carefully, he walked through the boxes, pipes and metal pieces spread over the floor. His eyes captured a suspicious babbling. He recognized, in one of the voices, the authoritarian tone of his captain.
He got closer enough to see the silhouette of his superior and of a tall man in front of him, who had a gun pointed at his direction. The stranger was wearing a cotton parka, his hood covering his face and he seemed unsettled. Certainly, an addicted like many others with which they had to deal in their daily fight against the drug dealing.
He positioned himself, trying to find a good angle where he could surprise the suspect, but, betrayed by the darkness of the place, he tripped over some pipes spread on the floor.
Cursing and blaming himself for the indiscretion, he hid behind a container. He heard when the rowdy and the captain engaged themselves in a corporal battle. He supposed his father had taken advantage of his indiscretion to disarm the other man. Apprehensive, he took his gun of the holster and pointed, shakily, in the direction of the battle.
He didn’t pull the trigger, but the sound of a shot reverberated all through the warehouse, followed by the flump of a body falling on the floor. His heart skipped a beat, fearfully.
He wanted to do something, but was unable to move, in shock.
He barely felt the hooded man’s shoulder bumping against his during his escape.
— Satoshi… — the voice he knew so well called him, in agony.
— Tou-chan! — he yelled, recovering from his momentarily paralysis and running towards his father. His face was already covered by tears, of guilty and despair. If he hadn’t interfered, things could have been different. — Forgive me…
— Satoshi… — The older man said, with difficulty. — Tell your mother and sister that I love them…
— Dad, please… Hold on! — he pulled his cellphone from his pocket and called the central, asking for an ambulance.
— I am so proud of you… — his shaking hands caressed his distressed face, before he closed his eyes, weakened.
— No, Dad… Please… — he begged, as soon as he felt the older man’s body losing his strength. — Stay with me, aid is coming… Please…
It took him just a blink of his eyes for the scenery to change, even though the situation seemed to be exactly the same.
The warehouse in the harbor was replaced by the rooftop of a storehouse, equally abandoned. And the body he held, fragile and hurt in his arms, didn't belong to his father anymore.
— Oh-chan...
His tears became thicker and he shivered, desperate.
— Please, Nino… Don’t leave me… — he begged, in pain.
— Oh-chan… I… love you… — he heard the faint and gasping voice whispering in his ear, before his boyfriend passed out in his arms.
— No! — he managed to yell, before he felt the air vanishing in a new panic attack. It had been a while since he last had had that kind of nightmare. However, this time, everything seemed too real… As well as the overwhelming pain in his shoulder.
— Everything is fine, Nii-chan… Calm down… I’m with you. Breathe with me, ok?
He held the firm arms that supported him, trying to follow the rhythm of Sho’s breathing.
Slowly, he felt his body relaxing and, without realizing, he fell asleep in his best friend’s arms.
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His first sensation was peace.
The kind of peace we experience when we wake up from a good, quiet and deep sleep.
He felt himself comfortable. His body was relaxed over a smooth surface, his skin in touch with the softness of the thin and cozy bedsheet.
Then, he felt apprehension.
The feeling that something was wrong.
Finally, he regained his conscience.
He opened his eyes slowly, blinking several times to adjust his sight to the light. He noticed the white walls, the machines and objects around his bed.
Then, he felt the characteristic smell of that kind of place.
Definitely, it wasn’t his bedroom.
— Satoshi! Finally, you are awake…
The cop turned his head towards the voice, finding Sho's worried face.
— Are you in too much pain? Do you want me to call a doctor?
— Water… I need water… — he asked, feeling his throat dry.
The psychologist filled a plastic cup with the drink and helped him drinking it, slowly.
— Why am I here? — he asked, confused, after a few seconds. His eyes turned to his arm, where a catheter connected him to the serum.
— Can’t you remember?
— I… — he felt disorientated, maybe due to the medicine.
— You were shot on the shoulder — Sho clarified, in an anxious tone.
Satoshi took one hand to the area, feeling it hurt. His chest burned with a bad feeling and, suddenly, his memories came to his mind, devastating.
It hadn’t been a nightmare, after all…
— Nino… — he mumbled, trying to stand up. The effort let him nauseated and giddy.
— Nii-chan, you are still not fit to stand up… — Sho helped him to accommodate himself in bed again. — I will call a doctor…
Before his friend was able to take a step towards the door, Satoshi held his jacket’s sleeve.
— Where is Nino, Sho? — he insisted, discouraged. — He is fine, right? Please, tell me he is fine…
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Although he thought he was ready for that moment, Satoshi had to hold on Sho not to fall down in front of that picture.
On itself, an ICU room didn’t have a pleasant look. But, seeing Nino seeming even more fragile over that hospital bed, intubated and surrounded by heavy machines, caused him a bad feeling.
He contemplated his pale sleeping face before caressing his soft hair. The black root was now longer than his bleached strands of hair, giving him an even younger look.
— The bullet lesioned important nerves of his spinal cord — Aiba had explained him, as soon as he asked about Nino’s state. — It was a partial lesion, but even still serious. Nino might need some special care. This kind of lesion can cause problems of sensitivity, pain and even paralysis.
— Are you trying to tell me that Nino might never walk again?
— It’s a possibility, Ohno-kun.
He felt Sho’s hand over his shoulder, reassuring him.
— However, it is still early for a precise diagnosis — the orthopedist continued in a comforting tone. — And even if this is the case, in spite of some advantages, Ninomiya might have a good quality of life. We have another concern regarding him, nonetheless…
— What do you mean?
— Nino is a drug addict, Satoshi — it was Sho who answered this time. — We still don’t know to which extent his organism has been affected.
Satoshi closed his eyes in a silent prayer for Nino to be fine. Even if, right then, he was unsure about the way he felt towards him. In his chest, there was a turmoil of sensations: love, tenderness, concern, solicitude, pity, indignation, despise, disappointment, rage…
It wasn’t as if he had never suspected it before. Deep inside he had always known something was wrong. He was a very experienced cop in his fight against traffic. He had already seen all kinds of addicted people. Since Nino had come to live with him, though, he hadn’t noticed any strange behavior. Or just pretended not to. Maybe, unconsciously, he wasn’t ready to deal with this.
He squeezed the tiny hand in his, feeling guilty for his boyfriend being there. If he had acted before… If they had been sincere with each other since the beginning, everything would have been different.
They could have avoided the happenings of three days ago.
— Oh-chan...
His expression was similar to the one he showed him when he was detained at the police station by disorder. His eyes showed once again a mix of guilty and embarrassment.
However, this time, there was also a shimmer of despair, almost panic.
For a few seconds, he didn’t know how to react at that reunion. What his boyfriend, who he hadn’t seen in almost three months, was doing there? Finally, he and his team had managed to get an information regarding a possible transaction, involving a few suppliers who they had been trying to capture for more than an year, without success.
He got himself ready for the siege without too much hope, due to the fact that the information came from the man who had abused Nino’s and his mother’s trust. He had no trust in Kawagara’s cooperation, even if it had been given to him in exchange for judicial protection. Even so, it was the best they could find in a long time and it wouldn’t hurt to go there and check it.
And, in fact, they had caught a negotiation in process.
Among the several men he was able to see, as soon as he arrived at the place, Satoshi recognized, starting to flee, the man of whom he had a bad feeling since the first time he saw him.
Miura Hayato.
His chest burned in anger and, at the same time, hope. According to Kawagara, he should know something about Nino’s whereabouts.
He reached him at the building’s rooftop.
— Tokyo Police! — he announced in a fierce tone.
His fierceness didn’t last long when his eyes met his boyfriend’s ones, behind Miura.
— Oh-chan...
— Nino...
— I never thought you could reach us so soon, Ohno-san… — Miura’s ironic tone, while pointing the gun at him, cut the confrontation between him and his boyfriend, making him turn to the drug dealer. — My mistake, considering who your father was.
— You’ve known my father? — the officer asked him, steadying the gun in his hand, his senses in alert.
— We’ve talked a few times… You two have the same eyes. Don’t you agree, Kazu? — he asked, with a smug tone.
— What are you talking about? Nino couldn’t know about this. He never met my father… — the cop once again directed his eyes to the youngest, waiting for his confirmation.
All he saw, though, was affliction.
— Did I commit an indiscretion? — Miura faked a surprise expression. — Weren’t you aware that Kazu and your father were intimate?
— Please, senpai...
— Is it true? — Satoshi cut him, confused. — You’ve known my father?
— Not only has he known him, but he was also his lover for months.
— That’s not true! — Nino yelled, desperate, before Satoshi was able to process the information. — I really met Maou, but, Oh-chan, we have never… Your father never touched me that way!
— Come on, Kazu… — Miura intervened once more, his gun still aiming at Satoshi. — Don’t you think your ex-boyfriend deserves to know the truth? — he continued, cruel. — Ohno-kun shall be curious… Tell him, Kazu: who was better in bed? His father or him?
— You are mistaken. We…
— What? Let me guess… You two had only spent your time talking innocently during those afternoons, when you secretly met? Please! Do you really want to convince me that an experienced cop as Maou had any other reason to meet with a problematic and drug addicted youngster like you than taking advantage of the situation?
Satoshi felt the burning of the first tears in the corner of his eyes. For a moment, he felt confused, Miura’s words reverberating in his head: father… Kazu… lovers… drug addicted…
Nino, a drug addicted?
— Oh… weren’t you aware of that fact, as well? What kind of cop are you, anyway? — Hayato teased him, as if reading his thoughts. — Have you never noticed your boyfriend’s mood swings? His lack of appetite? His insomnia and restlessness?
— Please, stop this, senpai… — Nino begged in a faint voice.
— I already knew it — Satoshi confessed, in a low tone. — But I thought you had stopped after coming to live with me…
— I tried! I swear I tried, Oh-chan… I had decided to look for help… I…
— You didn't trust me…
— I was afraid you would reject me…
— This is why you left me? You’ve chosen your addiction to what we had? Nino, I loved you. I believed you loved me as well…
For a moment, the bleached-haired boy didn’t say a word, as if lost in an inner battle of great proportions. When he spoke, it wasn’t to say what Satoshi wanted to hear.
— I’m sorry.
— Are you sorry? So stop lying to me! — he yelled, enraged this time. — I know you love me! Your eyes don’t lie, Nino… I know he — he pointed at Miura with his head, remembering the presence of a third person in that roof — is forcing you to stay away from me. But, this is over now… If the threat was about telling me the truth about your addiction, I can assure you it doesn’t matter. We will face it together, ok?
— Oh-chan...
— Lower your weapon, Miura — the cop demanded, ignoring his boyfriend’s apprehensive look. — Leave Nino in peace and surrender! Soon the reinforcements will come and you won’t have where to escape.
The drug dealer smiled with mockery.
— You are taking this situation wrongly, Ohno-san. Kazu doesn’t love you, he never did. If you haven’t noticed it yet, he’s not my hostage. He’s here beside me by choice. Tell him, baby… — he ordered, pulling Nino possessively to his side.
— I’m so sorry, Ohno-san — Nino nodded in confirmation, clearly trying to refrain his tears.
— Don’t do this, Nino. Don’t pay attention to his threats… Please, I know you are lying. I know you loved me, that it wasn’t a pretense all the moments we’ve spent together, all the times we’ve made love…
— Oh-chan... — Nino faltered.
— Can’t you see, Miura? If you know Nino so well, as you pretend to do, look at his eyes when he stares at me… — he teased the man. — Is this how he looks at you?
— Shut up! — Miura shouted, out of control. — Kazu is mine! You won’t take him away from me the way your father wanted to do!
Ohno heard the shot almost at the same time that he felt a sudden pain on his shoulder. The impact made him loose his balance and fall on his back, releasing his gun in the process.
— No! Oh-chan!
Nino tried to disentangle himself from the drug dealer’s arms, desperate. Only when he saw the cop sitting up, he calmed down.
— The next shot will be fatal, Ohno-san — Miura threatened, pointing his gun at him.
— You have no way to escape, Miura. The shot let my men aware of our position. It won’t take long for my team to find you…
— They won’t be able to do much if I have a hostage… You will be my ticket out of here — he said, getting closer to the cop.
— No! Leave him, senpai… — Nino held him by the arm. — In this state, he will be more of a burden than a solution…. — his voice was cold. — Let’s escape just the two of us… Use me as your hostage…
— Kazu… are you sure?
— I’m sure — the lad nodded, pecking the man’s lips. — We can go to another country. You’ve always said you wanted to know other places, right? No one will find us… we will be happy, just the two of us.
Miura licked his lower lip, seeming to consider the idea.
— My Kazu… — the drug dealer caressed Nino’s face. — I’ve waited so much for you to tell me something like this…
— Nino… please… stop this… — Satoshi begged, one hand pressing his pained shoulder.
Ninomiya ignored him, his eyes locked at Miura’s.
— Are you ready? — he asked, entangling his fingers with the drug dealer’s ones.
— Sure! But, before… I need to finish what I’ve started… — he pointed once again the gun to the cop.
— You can kill me, Miura, but this won’t make Nino to love you…
— Don’t listen to him, senpai… He’s delaying us. Leave him here and let’s go, ok?
Either Miura hadn’t heard his words or chose to ignore Nino’s advice.
— You know, Ohno-san… — he stepped closer to him. — You, cops, think you are better than everyone else, don’t you? Your father had this same stoic expression when he told me he wouldn’t give up on Kazu…
— W-what?
— Six years ago, don’t you remember? In that abandoned warehouse at the harbor. You saw it, right? When I shot your father…
For a few seconds, Satoshi felt as if the floor had vanished from under his feet. Tears were falling from his eyes, unstoppably. He lost his air and started to hyperventilate with that statement. He had untiringly searched the man who had killed his dad, in the eagerness to relieve his desire for revenge and the pain of the injustice… However, right then, for a brief moment, discovering his father’s killer wasn’t more important than discovering that, in a way, Nino had been indirectly responsible for that.
— I didn't let him take Kazu from me… It won’t be different with you! — he pointed the gun to the man’s head, but didn’t pull the trigger. Instead, he was surprised by the impact of a smaller body against his and was thrown at the opposite corner.
— Kazu, what are you doing? — he asked, as soon as he noticed who hit him.
Instead of answering, Kazunari kicked the gun away and ran to Satoshi, taking advantage that the drug dealer was still a bit lost with the knock on his head.
— Oh-chan… let’s get out of here… — he helped the man to get to his feet and placed himself under his unharmed shoulder, guiding him to the stairs. They didn’t manage to reach it, though.
Another shot sounded around them.
This time, however, Ohno didn’t feel any physical pain.
He felt an afflictive pain in his heart when he noticed Nino’s body losing strength and falling on the floor before he could prevent it.
— Oh-chan... — he mumbled, in a faint voice.
His tears increased and Satoshi shivered, desperate.
— Please, Nino… Don’t leave me… — he begged, in middle of his despair. — I can’t bear to lose you too… Please…
— Oh-chan… I… love you… — he heard the faint and gasping voice whispering in his ear, before his boyfriend passed out in his arms.
He only had a vague memory of what happened next. Just small pieces of events that looked like a bad dream. He remembered Toma and another member of his team arriving at the place, of having an oxygen mask placed over his head, of having a panic attack and being hugged by Sho.
According to what his friend had told him, it had already been three days since then.
— Please, Nino, wake up… — he caressed Nino’s hand and brought it to his mouth for a tender kiss.
— Your time is over, Ohno-kun… — Aiba put a hand on his shoulder.
— Can’t I stay just a little bit more?
— You already stayed longer than allowed…
Satoshi nodded, grateful. He knew the visits to the ICU should be brief and full of care. He threw a last glance at his boyfriend before following the orthopedist to the exit.
— Everything is gonna be all right, Ohno-kun…
He sighed, praying for his friend to be right.
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Notes: YAY minna! Finally they met with some action and well… it’s angst right? Was how you did imagined? It was fast but in the next chapter will explain more in Nino’s pov so please pray for him xD Sooooo one more thing, how will Ohno react after all those information? Please stay if us till the end =D
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Hmmm by the way, what does UTI mean? XD
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Thank you so much for read and comment sweetie ♥
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You won't kill Nino, neh? >__< I hope Miura's dead by now LOL
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Need you so much to update the next one faster until Nino wakes cause my heart can't take all this angst. Cause Ohmiya is hurting too much.. :'''""(
Thank you.
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Sorry for my late reply but the next is comming with a lot of news too!
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Once again thank you so much for read and comment!
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please let nino be completely healthy again...they can solve everything else by themselves.
thank you <3
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So Sorry to take that long to reply, but I agree with you about them be able to solve everything ♥
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Sorry to take that long to reply >.<
But now I can say Nino will be fine and Satoshi do his best to support him as you saw xD
Nino was a trully hero wasn't? We are proud of him =D
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Sorry to be this late to reply >.< But as you said Satoshi didn't leave him right? On the contrary he is doing his best to keep by his side!
We like angst but not that much to make he suffer more xD
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So Sorry to take this long to reply >.<
But you are right this chapter jump a bit in the begin but everything was explained in the middle of the chapter, sorry abt to make you confused >.<
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Thank you for this chapter~
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Sorry to take this long to reply >.<
Well let's say whee Miura is now he don't will bother anyone anymore...
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So Ohno knows the truth!
See I told you Ohno wouldn't leave Nino just for those types of things! Now Nino just needs to get better. Hopefully he and Ohno can get past this ;.;
Thank you for this! Can't wait till next chapter!!
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So Sorry to take this long to reply >.<
Finally they could overcome their past of course things don't settle this easy but the most hard part was solved right?
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And ohno need a big explanation about maou and nino
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Sorry to take this long to reply >.<
OWN you make us blush #-# but we fo love use flashback to explain haha
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but i smell nino will be forgiven by ohno and they will be together. ><
so, sakuraiba please? hehe
Thank You dear! :D
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Sorry to take this long to reply >.<
Nino as you saw will be fine he just need to settle few things in his life, but about Sakuraiba we are sorry for them so we will give some fanservices for you... even tho we can't say if they will be together or not >.<
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And all those flashbacks... it was a very emotional chapter. I liked particularly the moment when Nino tried to convince Miura to leave with him... It was heartbreaking... TT
And now having the possibility to remain in a wheelchair... noooooooooooooooo *sniffs* My Nino! He has suffered so much... (and you know how much I love him as he's in this fic *pouts*)
There are still so many questions to be answered... I hope next chap will come soon!
It's so angsty but I love it! Excellent job as always!!
Thanks a lot for sharing! <333
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Sorry to take this long to reply to you >.<
OMG you are crying? Was this much sadly?
We do love to use flashback to explain past scenes we are glad you liked dear ♥
Now I hope you are happy to know Nino is fine at least he will be xD
OWN we are very happy with all those lovely words, that means a lot for us!
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